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11:30pm 22/08/2005
  I gave myself a pedicure and a manicure tonight. I'm moving onto the facial. Sometimes you have to do things to make yourself feel good. No smoking in a week and yes ive thought about it, but its better that i dont.

life is swell. i keep reading. its like i cant stop. weird, huh? its nice though.

I really have nothing new to say.		  
     

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first week of summer.   
06:35pm 22/05/2005
 
mood: exhausted
this last week was one hell of a week. i spent 30 hours in a car and it was crazy. I went up to my cabin tuesday morning since work decided for me to start tomorrow instead of last sunday, which is cool. anyway. so i stayed two nights at the cabin on pelican lake. i read the elliott smith autobiography. it was alright. i didn't get a lot of sleep since everyone snored and goes to bed at like 9pm and wake up at 5:30am. that sucked. i dont fish either so i sat and picked woodticks off myself and the dogs. i mean, the cabin, out in the middle of nowhere. no electricity, no roads, no phones, no real bathroom (we have an outhouse).. it all sounds like fun to be one with nature, but when it comes down to it and you feel sick eating anything cause you feel so dirty.. it sucks. some funny things did happen though:

Samantha, one of my sister's dogs fell in the lake as soon as we got in the boat to go over to the cabin. one of the funniest things i've ever heard in my life and i laughed about it all weekend long was when my sister caught a small perch and used it as bait (its illegal) and the fish, of course died, and when we through it out of the boat.. she said that she didnt catch anything "because no one likes a belly up fish".. the way she said sounded so sad.. i couldnt help but laughing and that was an inside joke between me and my brother in law the whole time.

we got back on thursday night and had to do laundry and pack and be ready for driving ten hours throug another middle of nowhere to get to nebraska. we got up at 5am and my sister took the first shift. we stopped in.. somwhere neaer omaha. iowa was sad and boring nad i drove through nebraska.. we were really close to colorado, so i drove right through nebraska and it was smelly. ugh.

we stayed in sydney and that is seriously the boringest place ever! i was so just ready to die so i texted chris for like an hour on friday and then fell asleep haha.. oh man. thats going to be costly, but oh well.

the whoele reason for the nebraska trip was to see my childhood friend get married. ive known her since i was 3 years old, we grew up in the same neighborhood and her father still lives across the street from my parents, so we've always kept in contact. anyway. it was a small wedding and she married farmer john. really. his name is john and he's a farmer. but the whole ceremony was horrible .. all of this mumbo jumbo about women being less than men and marriage only being for men and women just made me realize how i am never getting married at all.

anyway... it worth going just to see how happy she was. she was so excited we came, but of course we couldn't miss it for anything. nothing else is really new.. i start working tomorrow. i stil have to find another job and umm.. im really tired and need a shower.

the last twenty minutes of the car ride back up me, my sister and her husband all got on each others last nerve. we spent way too much time togethor. but her husband is going back up the cabin with his family and i start working so hopefully we wont be in eachother's way anymore. the whole car trip we sat and watched dvds and played video games in the escalade. it was fun, just not a lot of room to stretch.. oh and i think white noise will give me nightmares for a while.		  
     

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09:55pm 12/05/2005
 
music: elliott smith
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09:05pm 04/05/2005
  01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie remind me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal.		  
     

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Nico-These Days   
08:14pm 27/03/2005
  I've been out walking
I don't do too much talking
These days, these days.
These days I seem to think a lot
About the things that I forgot to do
And all the times I had the chance to.

I've stopped my rambling,
I don't do too much gambling
These days, these days.
These days I seem to think about
How all the changes came about my ways
And I wonder if I'll see another highway.

I had a lover,
I don't think I'll risk another
These days, these days.
And if I seem to be afraid
To live the life that I have made in song
It's just that I've been losing so long.
La la la la la, la la.

I've stopped my dreaming,
I won't do too much scheming
These days, these days.
These days I sit on corner stones
And count the time in quarter tones to ten.
Please don't confront me with my failures,
I had not forgotten them.		  
     

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